This quote says it all :(

"Thou shall leave each thing Belov'd most dearly: this is the first shaft Shot from the bow of exile. Thou shalt prove How salt the savour is of other's bread, How hard the passage to descend and climb By other's stairs, But that ...shall gall thee most Will be the worthless and vile company, With whom thou must be thrown into these straits." -Dante Aligheri Paradiso Canto 17 (my life from 2008-present)